SUMMARY | I am currently offering my healing services as a filmmaker. I know first-hand what it is like witnessing myself solo and with a partner and to be witnessed solo. I also know what it’s like to have footage (an equivalent to our memories) with a past beloved beyond the life of the relationship. Both experiences have their healing and their traumas whether you are being filmed or not. What is most important is experiencing consent and the spaciousness beyond that to orient and navigate around triggers and traumas to get to know oneself.

CONSENSUAL HEALING SPACE | The healing distinction my services provide is the co-creation of a consensual healing space, something that I’ve learned many women and men have NEVER experienced before. Another distinction my services provide is a shame-free space. As a former minister and Christian who once preached a message of sexual shame, I embody an authentic reversal of that energy. My presence provides a sounding board (if necessary) to facilitate another’s process to orient and navigate oneself around blockages and triggers. By passing on this essential distinction, I believe the healing experience we share together WILL expand beyond my camera.

THE AWKWARDNESS OF THE SET | Inviting a camera into your intimate space is also inviting a person and all those who may potentially witness you. It’s a different experience than being authentically alone or with your partner only. It’s new. As a man who has experienced a sexless marriage for over a decade, I understand the value of this scenario. Sometimes, we need to experience ourselves or our lovers in a new way in order to heal. This experience is what I offer.

PRICE | The baseline price I offer this service for is $1,000. This includes an interview process to ensure that the subjects and filmmakers are safe with one another and have creation chemistry. Subjects (and their stories) who are selected to be featured in my art will share in its profits. I am aware that this cost is pricey for most, but I don’t want that to be a hinderance. Keep reading.

SCHOLARSHIPS | If you do not have the resources for this healing experience, that’s okay! This invitation is also for donors who are enthusiastic in my work, people who can financially contribute from their abundance in the form of scholarships for individuals or couples in need of this healing service. By contributing from your financial abundance, donors also experience a healing, an alchemical transformation of the frequency of money which is the same as the frequency of LOVE. By giving through money, you are reversing your deep sexual wound of taking (or being taken) through money.